Beta #5

Well I can go into this weekend with a big sigh of relief! Just got the betas back and my numbers jumped from 1497 to 3,576!! They are rising beautifully!! I just pray that this is our rainbow!! I know I keep saying each day is different...one day could change from the next. But today is wonderful news, and I am holding on to this feeling all day!!!

December 4th is my birthday and I certainly know what I will be wishing for when blowing out the candles! Tomorrow marks the 5wk mark also!! It will be a pretty nice weekend if we all make it through!! haha! Next up, Ultrasound on Tues to hopefully see a nice healthy sac! :)

Have a great weekend everyone!!

Of all things

Last night I woke up with the wooorrsttt toothache! My bottom wisdom tooth is impacted - it never came out fully. So every now and then food will get stuck in there and create an infection. Well man oh man did it ever hit. It felt like I got socked in the face with a bat! I fortunately got in with my dentist early this am and he cleaned it all out and shaved a part of my top wisdom tooth down because when I closed my mouth it would jab the lower gum. Ouch! I have to get some antibiotics and just hopefully it will start to heal soon. Last thing I need to be dealing with!

So I am 4 weeks 5 days today. The doomsday. I hope I can make it to my 1st ultrasound on Tuesday. This weekend will be interesting for sure since I never really pass the 5 week mark. Except for once.
One day at a time here. Tomorrow is my 5th beta test. Praying for high numbers!

Betas

Just received my 4th beta results and it's increased from 808 to 1497! Great news most definitely! I am still on pins and needles and taking it one day at a time. I have an ultrasound scheduled for the 6th as well. They want me to do ANOTHER beta test on Friday which I feel is just a bit ridiculous! These places I feel like to milk that insurance $$ whenever possible. On top of that - they stress me the f$%k out!!! I don't need that stress anymore if my numbers are going up or down! It's excruciating to sit and wait for the results all day not knowing if this is going to progress or not! Pure torture! I hate that I have to go in AGAIN...but what can I do. Ugh.

Anyway, good news still! Keep those prayers up!! Grow baby grow!

Doubling

Just got The results from my second beta and it's doubled from 19.5 to 57! I just scheduled my second round of intralipids for friday! Still a long way to go but I will take any positives that will come my way so regardless of what tomorrow will bring - today is a good day. :)

Betas

My beta is at 19.5 as of yesterday. Definitely pregnant. Now I go in tomorrow to see if it's doubling. That's the important factor. Last time I did this it started at 23 and only went to 24 after two days. So naturally, I am nervous.

 I have a certain peace about it in a way though. I guess it comes after going through this for so many times. The peace is, I have no control over what will happen. It will either be or it won't be. It's out of my hands at this point. I have done so much already to try and change the outcome and if it still doesn't work out - then I won't give up, but I will leave it knowing I am doing everything in my power to make it work. It's all I can do, so I am ok with that.

  I will update tomorrow when I get my beta results. :)