Retesting

So I got these supplements that I wanted to take for a bit to help bring down my TNFa, so I was going to push my retests back to the 24th of may to give them some time to maybe take effect in my system before I retested everything, but as it always goes - my doctor will be going on vacation the last week of may/first week of June...so now I need to stick with the original plan of testing on the 16th. Which kind of sucks because now I will not be able to tell if these pills are really benefiting me or not.

  And I cannot wait til she comes back because if our plans are to try again in June - then I need to get all of this taken care of before I ovulate again around the 9th. Bummaz. I have been taking the supplements for a week now, so maybe they did SOMETHING to help bring it down. haha...doubtful. I just know I am going to have to take some risky ass shit like Humira or neupogen to get that level down and I really don't want to take those. They apparently give you a higher risk of developing cancer later on because it messes with your bone marrow. Not something you should really f$ck with if you ask my humble opinion.

  I am trying to not stress, I am working out, I am attempting to eat better (still have lots of work to do on that lol) and I have been OD'ing on vitamins and supplements especially Omega 3 which I am hoping will help lower my TNFa as well. I am also EXTREMELY nervous to see if the LIT worked or not. But again, trying not to stress or worry - because those things trigger my TNFa as well. Man I can't do anything these days!!!

  Well I am just going to have to have the mentality of "whatever will be will be" because as much as I am trying to control this situation...there is only so much I can do. If my body is just simply not on board with all of this...I can't change that. So I have to learn to go with the flow and accept the outcomes as they come. (Again...so much easier said than done). But I'm tryin!

 So monday will come. I will retest. Then a weeks agony of waiting for the results and harassing my nurses for them, then my appt with my dr to see where we stand. As always, will keep you updated! :)

2nd LIT down

Well it's finished. We just got home from our 2nd weekend in Canada in 3 weeks. We are exhausted! This month of April has been a whirlwind. Between two trips to Canada and a trip out to Cali for a friends wedding...we are more than ready to do absolutely NOTHING in May!!

So yeah, here we are now with our 2nd treatment of LIT done. My arms look like I am an OCD junkie with perfectly aligned track marks! haha

                                        

                            Yeah....so pretty, and just in time for summer! =/ (note the sarcasm)


The procedure went much like it did last time. We went in, husband got his blood drawn, we waited 3 hours, I got the injections, and then we were on our way home. I retest for the LAD test in 3 weeks to see if it made any difference. It will be very discouraging if nothing has changed on my results. I am also looking into getting the intralipids done as well soon. I have to start making the appts because I need to get this high TNF down before we can start trying again. So much crap, so little time. My brain is fried! Both with all of this crap and just from the insanity of our April traveling. It's times like these I really wish I had a jacuzzi!!

Anyway, so that's all I got for now! Will keep you posted when I go get retested! Hope everyone is well out there! xo